I don’t know why, but i just have to let this all out. I hate it so so much whenever I remember a certain moment or event that I felt nothing but happiness then I suddenly remember that I cannot ever bring that moment back. I had so many perfect and ideal moments the past days and weeks, and it just pains me so much to know that not even staying here could take me back to those times..
I miss the beach. I miss my summer buddies. I’ll miss this.
I’m on a high. Enjoying these things while it lasts.