Last Friday Night

..was such a bliss cause I finally got to be with J and T!!!!!! ♥ Wee. Went to EK via Jac Liner bus and trike hahaha. We were soaking wet! The rides were postponed for.. like 2 hours. We ran around and walked and did everything under the rain. Rode all the main rides! Theeen.. We went home via BBL (?) bus =)) Hm. Took a shower at J’s, ate Sinigang (oh em. Yummy ( ) then I went home at 11 to get my things! Got back at her house at arnd 1AM.. Played kinect and watched Because I Said So ♥♥ After lunch the ff day, I went home. Slept for a while then visited Papa in the hosp. He’s quite okay now yaay ☺ Ate @ Tomas Morato with Gab, Mika and Karlo afterwards! Had plans of sneaking-out for Mercato again, but we were too lazy  

 

Today was such a lazy day. Buh-bye!

 

 

Spaced Out

I miss being happy. I mean.. Do you get me?! I was sooo happy yesterday, but it wasn’t the kind of constant happiness that I want to feel..

I am okay, yes. But I really miss feeling excited whenever I’m about to see someone.. You get me?

I really liked you. You were just too blind to notice it. You gave me that high feeling, you know. That just-tweet-it-can-make-me-mega-happy-already feeling was too.. Idk. I spent my summer stalking you and trying to know you. I spent nights over-analyzing everything. This is just sooo weird. Cause really, you dint even do anything. I just followed you, looked at your tweets and bam! I suddenly realized that I was smiling already.. Soo weird. Beyooond weird. Nooow, it’s been weeks since I had that mini heart-attack / mini heartbreak ( =)) hate you jacque ). And I can finally say thank you, for making me smile last summer. Thank you for making me feel excited again even if you never knew (and will never know). Haha.

Good luck! With everything.  
 

Of sunflowers, roses, cakes and cupcakes, greetings and thoughts

My day will be over in 2 hours. But as of now, I am nothing but thankful to everyone who greeted me. And of course, to my friends, who surprised me, for the first time.

My 17th birthday, so far, is the most simple but heartwarming. As of this moment, I have been surprised for 7 or 8 times today. When the clock struck 12, I received a phone call, numerous text message and then another phone call. It was Tasha. She asked me to go down. When I went down, she was there. And so was Jacque with a box of 14″ Yellow Cab pizza with “HBD” on it. And an ill board with.. Yes a greeting. Hahaha. I was sooo surprised. Of all my friends, these two are the laziest! Haha. I never expected them to make a huge effort. They slept over, too. So I woke up to Xtel’s call, and to Tasha and jacque beside me. Next, when I went to school, I dint expect that almost all of my blockmates knew. Somebody gave me a cupcake, too.. Hahaha. And theen, come break time, I went to Jacque’s and then to Tapa King. Xtel surprised me with a cake from Starbucks. After that, J and I went to Scho then at around 12 nn, I went to Ycab with my blockmates. I was sooo surprised when I saw Kaye and Ella by the door with a huge balloon and with a red ribbon cake. So happy I got to see them I attended my class right after that.

When dismissal came, I waited for Myc infront of the South Gate with X. I suddenly saw Dexter coming towards me. When the windows opened, Dee and Myc and Sam were inside. She asked us to come in the car, and there, Dee played her recording of a happy birthday song, etc. After dropping us to UM, I was surprised by SWF in Bonchon with a sunflower and with a box full of chocolates! Haha. The moment I got home, my whooole family was eating dinner. when they saw me, they greeted me with a cake (again) and with all of my fave food. Tilbe and Mau called after, asking me where I was. I told them that I could meet them at X’s place. I just expect3ed their presence. Nothing more. When I entered the room, a bouquet of roses and post-its were scattered on the floor. I never expected this too since they were sooo busy already.

I am so happy and contented with all the effort and greetings and.. Everything! I am more than happy, actually.

Thank you so much, friends. Thank you for making my 17th sooo memorable Now, I can really say that I have the BEST set of friends!

I miss that falling-all-over-again feeling. Can’t sleep. I’m stalking sweet couples on Twitter..

Til I realized that I just.. Idk. It’s sooo different to have someone to talk to at night, to have someone flooding you in the morning.

I’m happy, I’m contented.

But I miss having someone really special.

I dint have a summer fling or a summer crush. I consider it “like” haha. Deeper, yes. But it’s still different to have someone beside you during those hot summer nights..

Bipolar mode.

I didnt want to let you go just yet. I just had to

You think youre cooler than me?

Okay, so maybe, I was wrong.

College isn’t that bad, after all. 

Last Thursday, I finally went to school! Haha. Weird. It felt sooo strange. I gained friends, we had brunch together. We were together durng our 3-hour break. It was all good, actually.

But you know, it feels weird to be sleepy during the afternoon.. Haha. So when I got home, I slept right away. And guess what? I woke up after 13 hours. HUZZAH hahahaha. Anyway………….

THE WEEK-END WAS BEYOOOND AWESOME.

I had my fitting last friday for my braces (ohye). Then Myc and X slept over. We watched One More Chance cause.. Well.. Hahah. We cooked breakfast at 1 in the morning. I remember my tummy hurting cause we were laughing too much :’) =)) Haha. Honestly, I missed them. I missed talking to them about our regrets. (ew) ) And I missed being with my old friends. The next day, Saturday, turned out to be the most memorable day of my life.

I SAW LEIGHTON MEESTER. YES, LEIGHTON MEESTER. THE ONLY PERSON I AM LOOKING UP TO. 

So let me tell you what happened! Gab came here at around 2 in the afternoon. I was soo desperate to see Leighton by then. I asked him if he had any connections with the PFW, and he said yes. We texted Mike, his bestfriend, whose girlfriend was part /  a model of the Grand Allure collection. We asked for passes, and she said yes! Sooo, I went there with Tasha and her sister, Ate Vina. Since we ran out of seats, we were standing while watching the show. A bouncer asked us if we were okay. We talked to him and we used our charms to convince him to bring us inside the main function room (where Impact by Penshoppe was happening). Fast forward…. We finally got in! And yes, MY DREAM CAME TRUE. Leighton Meester was like.. 3 meters away from and gooood was she daamn beautiful!! She was so simple and adorable and.. Oh. God. 

After that, I cried for 5 minutes then we fetched Ella (saw her whooole family, I adore them so much ( ). Myc, X and NIcole met us here at home after! And so we had our “sleepover” haha. We dint really sleep, actually. We watched Something Borrowed, made videos, watched emo/comedy videos.. It was all about videos. Haha! We slept at 7 in the morning after laughing all night. ♥ I’ve never been this happy and contented and.. Everything.

Thank you, girls, for the week-end! You just made me realize, once again, that I dont need anyone to make me happy. I’ll keep in mind what you told me, I’ll make them regret Hahahahaha. 

Sooo, there. Everything’s good. I will go to the dentist for my braces tmrw (wish me luck) soooo, I’ll update this tomorrow night, as well! 

XOXO 

ASDFGHJK

I’m finally bidding you my last goodbye, Summer 2012! You were very bittersweet.

My college life will officially begin tomorrow. Wish me luck. Finally stepping out of my comfort zone, I’m off to a new home! Hoping for the best. 

Good bye, sunshine. Good bye to my forever comfort zone, I shall visit you often.

 

See you tomorrow, DLSU!  

Summer 2012 (with a taste of Autumn)

Since my summer’s ending already, I can finally make a blog for it! Yay.

Summer 2012 was fun, spontaneous and exciting. But it was also like a routine. It wasn’t what I expected/ wanted it to be.

Summer, for me, started when the periodic tests were done. The Grad practices, ball and graduation were part of my summer since it was the “key” to the door out of HS already.

First of summer- I had a 2-night sleepover with my good, old GS barkada. I am nothing but happy whenever I’m with them. It was beyond exciting and fun. It was.. too precious for me. Haha! After that, the grad practices continued. I would go out with Myc and Xtel almost everyday since our dismissal was at 12nn. We would sneak out at night, sometimes, even in the afternoon HAHA. After grad and ball, I spent time with my biiiig, crazy family in Tagaytay for Gab’s wedding. It was soooo fun, too! Almost all of our relatives from LA and Aus came home. We have never bonded that much. We checked-in at Manila Hotel during the Holy Week since we werent able to plan an out-of-town trip. I would sneak-out from time to time with my friends during those days. Hahaha. And theeen.. The night before I left (Apr8), I finally had the ideal summer night (toooo cheesy hahahaha ohmygod). I saw sky lanterns, I was surprised. Petals all over the house, candle-light dinner, etc. I dint deserve it, it was too much. Haha, but moving on..  I left for Australia the day after. We did the usual stuff there- city, shop, mall, mom’s hospital, gym, house. We went to Gold Coast, too. It was okay.. Haha. It was great. My stay here was also memorable cause.. I finally had a summer crush. Hahaha. I mean, for me, it wasnt just the “summer crush” type, it was unforgettable. For the first time, I called someone “unforgettable” Hahaha.

When I went back here after 3 weeks, I fixed my papers + enrollment in dlsu, I went out with friends almost everyday, I ate a lot. Hahaha. I got to bond with sooo many people! That’s the most fun part of Summer 2012. I got to bring those old friends back. I finally fixed all the conflicts I had with them.

Looking back, I can say that Summer 2012 is definitely exciting and memorable and worth-it.

But, you know, I had no out-of-town trips, no 3-night stay at J’s, no beach trip here in the PH, no spontaneous roadtrips, no someone i care about enough to spend the summer nights with.. It was good and fun, but it wasn’t really the best. It was exciting, but it wasn’t good enough.

Hoping for a much better summer here in the PH (before I leave for good :-<) next year! Thanks Summer2012, you have been good to me. I had fun! ♥

Summer 2011 >> Summer 2012 >> Summer 2009 > Summer 2010

Hey you, you’re the highlight of my summer. Thanks for making me smile ☺